SoulToSoul

Dazzling stars they are....aren't they...….. So bright even in the darkest of space.......... I close my eyes..... breathing so calm and soothingly...... finding my heart through my hand..... and feel the sound full of vibrating dancing beats...….. Those are beats of dancing in joy for experiencing life...... I breathe out in peace following out a smile...…. As the air is lifting my hair I feel the tingling sensation..... I open my eyes slowly...….. Finding my back in the bed of soft grass...... And flowers nearby just give the smell that is harmonizing with my mind........ Being part of nature I thought always...... But here right now..... I get dissolved into this unlimited universe which my eyes are so blissful to see the space lying in front of me..... And the union is just realizing that I was always one within it.... Which I ignored all along and it seems all the way all along was a dream until here...... ...

What am I broken? Shattered? Lost? Confused? Do questions matter for a heart of glass and mind of stone? Feels like tore and ripped into pieces both body and soul......... Crying becomes the lowest thing to express out and it feels useless to what my soul is feeling right now......... Bound in this shell asks how long? How Long? How Long?....................... Seems like drowning deep into ocean miles down in the dark and cold dragged by the weights of stones and blocks down..........So deep and I am left out of air..........And lungs are not working anymore.........And dipping totally all into myself........... All I see that end is so peaceful and lovely........ When living is hurting and taste of it is tasteless......... And doors seems to be not a way to home....... And air breathing is heavy......... And existence doesn't matter anymore........ And when time and space are just dark infinity......... When ur screams are locked in a locker of m...

Understand to the core....... The way that universe maintains the balance in almost everything......  Isn't it true that light always stays in dark even while providing life and way to many......... Isn't it true there is always something while gaining we loose something too..... .... A warrior is brave, strives to protect his people from getting killed but isn't it true that his life is at the risk always in the front...…….But he never backs away...........It is his nature..... Isn't it Even a tree stands in the scorching sun while giving shade allowing to rest under its body............ Even as a tree for branches to grow up it needs first roots to grow down and attach itself firmly to the ground while showing its arms straight in the sky so free in the air...… Balance is everywhere......from matter to conscious feelings....... From staying awake at morning to staying being deep sleep at night....... Even in the gifts given by nature it is all ba...

Sun is setting into the oceans depth...…. Covered by sheets of dark blue for the night........ As I move forward,moving my legs...... I begin to walk fast...…. then I am running...…….. Cold air flashing and freezing my face and shoulders...……. I am not stopping........ I am Running so long...... so fierce...…. so hard looking forward...…. Ans it seems to be a destination to no where...….. Gripping my fists tight...…..I say to myself that, there is no stopping too...……. I can do this...….. There is no place to rest anymore....... because the way is deserted...…. No one seems to be around...…. Watching at my reflection in the still waters nearby...….. My quest for answers and reasons for living...…... I start to run again...….. My layers behind the skin of my foot seems like needles pushing deep inside...…. But there is no stopping...…. Even though there is no energy in my legs I need to move...… And never look back...…. This is...